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>>1549 (OP) 
Yo my classmate looks just like this

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>>1549 (OP) 
i saw an interview of Dennis McKenna discussing the late stages of Terence's life as his brain tumor worsened and eventually died from it (allegedly, i never seen his autopsy). He alluded to his final thoughts as he was with his brother in a sort of 'deathbed confession' style sit down with him. Dennis said that his brother told him he thought that this was all a trick being played on him. in the sense that it was a long-con gotcha moment. he spoke really vague from what i remember, if it was of any actual importance to him and letting people know this i would have expected him to record this 'final interview' moments with his own brother. i have my suspicions of terence to have been some kind of informant. he openly mocked the intelligence agencies in his 'workshop' presentations and always diffused those types of questions. >paraphrasing audience member: why have you not gotten into more trouble with the law?
Terence: Well they seem to lose interest when i use big words, silly! hehahaheh! 
His peudonym he went by for writing his early books and group authors went by O. T. Oss. this led me on a goose chase to see if he had involvement with the rosicrucians and the Ordo Templi Orientis in his college years. I have not found anything significant yet. 
i wish i had saved that Dennis deathbed video.
this channel i stubled uppon has alot of stuff i have tuned into over the years
 https://youtube.com/@wpahp
i think the elf experience is just our brain in a different operation. similar to how a radio is able to recieve different frequency bands as a reciever.

>>1566
Tell him that you don't like the way he looks that he is a freak and your going to tell the teacher he was bullying you, no you have him where you want him, catalog is movements and mannerisms, use them against him, don't let him see you sweat, if you follow my advice you will have the upperhand

>>1549 (OP) 
Had a friend who said he would see them, he incidentally went crazy, I never saw them, most of my DMT trips were almost demonic, really weird symbolism, not fun, but led me to turn my life around I think

>>1590
Terrence Mckenna is cool, I'm a fan, I think he an intelligent dude, too bad he didn't know overdoing the psychedelics like that would lead to brain cancer, know a dude about my age who also overused drugs and got a brain tumor

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>>1549 (OP) 


KOBOLDKÖNIG - LEGEND OF THE XENOSCROLLS

https://youtu.be/ZuoJgHCJB4E

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>>1605
>cacophony of arrested development decoherence
https://youtu.be/P81fSy1-mhc

Youre masking over potential vulnerability of actualization with faux emotions in self driven over stimulation to keep yourself in a debased state.  If not even you take yourself seriously then you wont be at risk feeling something real and having your soul touched.

>>1606

that's nice too why can't I like both?

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>>1607
>like
Such a cheap, shallow, transient, emotion...the fact that is how you predicate this on proves my point.

You dont take yourself seriously (so no one can shame you or you hurt your own feelings being rejected, disappointed or betrayed.)

https://youtu.be/Hf8yZOfVLMw

Effort requires one to project their limits...no effort reveals no limit in one's self (thus, inversely, infinite potential, until proven otherwise (effort meeting the limit and leaving no doubt)).

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>Im quirky and fun.
Youre apathetic to the consequences of inaction and ambivalence, a pile of secrets against yourself but others can see, but through ignorance being a strength "miserable" is avoided but its cost is not.

https://youtu.be/K5XJHTqc0Sc

Just as you cringe looking at your younger self...see that in the present and adjust accordingly.

>>1549 (OP) 
Terrance is a drug addled tool devoid of spirit, worshipping molecules and seeing no soul.  "Machine" entity.   Being below and looking up, inferior perspective inbuilt.

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>>1606
>>1608
I think you two are thinking too hard. Not everything has to be so deliberate. Sometimes you find your way accidentally, or you become an expert at being lost. Confounded, yet still an journeyman. 

I've grown to appreciate things I used to rankle me. Things that scared, or disgusted me. Things thst were not good for my health, or soul. You can't get off the rollercoaster until you finish riding it. Everything has a lesson.

Ignore him, the guy is an attention troll, he just wants to derail the thread to make it about him. It is really childish.

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>>1832
That makes me sad, but I'm happy to know.

Also, never seen machine elves. Never tried DMT, although I want to. All I've seen are interdimensional numbers with eyes, teeth, and a tongue making it really hard to relax in the park while the trees angrily stare at me in red while with my girlfriend.

I had a friend talk about getting deep enough where you pierce the yellow bubble above your head, otherwise you don't transcend to the other place. I WANT TO BELIEVE

>>1832

Yeah. We know why

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>>1832
>make it about him
>>1606
>post about other people
>>1608
>post about other people
>>1836
>I'm happy to know.
>know.
You got psy-op'd by him.   He "implied" something and now that is what you saw.   You dont take yourself seriously and lost your soul, its owned by him and the People of the Lie.

Rip...Im sad to KNOW.
Ecclesiastes 1:18

>>2108
>If I turn off my namefag I can ruin threads and nobody will know I did it

Woah who could this new person coming to derail a thread be?
I have no idea